[About Me] Finally, Finally, Finally — I’m Starting a Blog

I’ve actually been thinking about this for a very, very, very long time.

“I want to write something,” I kept telling myself.

There were all these things inside me, bubbling and restless, that I wanted to somehow express.

But every time I tried drafting something,it turned into a complete mess.

There was so much I wanted to say that my thoughts scattered in every direction,and in the end I couldn’t make sense of anything.I’d get overwhelmed, feel like crying, shut everything down—and I repeated this cycle a few times a year for years.

Then, maybe more than half a year ago,I thought I had finally made up my mind:

“Okay, I’ll stop.I just don’t have the ability to express myself in words.That’s why I chose to express myself through art instead.”

But still, the urge kept coming back.

If I could fully express everything through my artwork, maybe I wouldn’t need this at all.But the truth is,I don’t feel like I’m really getting everything across.

I have no idea when I’ll ever feel satisfied with my own expression.

Maybe my life will end before I ever get there.

So I thought—maybe I still want to share the things I’ve experienced and thought about as one human being living this life,with someone somewhere in the world.

And also, at the end of the day,art and writing are different tools with different roles.

There are things that can only be expressed through art,

and things that can only be expressed through words.

And so,I decided to give writing a try, at least for now.

Knowing myself,there’s a very real chance I’ll suddenly think,“Never mind, I’m done!”Or I might post a lot all at once,and then go completely silent for a very long time.

But well—I guess that’s okay.

So I’m just going to start.

Somewhere in the world,this might be useful to someone, even just a little.

Just like how I’ve been helped by others along the way.

June 14, 2026

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